20's Birthday =)

Birthday have passed and I'm 20 years old now. Did I look like 20? NO! Forever 18 or 19 PLS!! My dearest friends have celebrated my birthday. CHOCOLATE muffin and the DONUTS as my birthday cake. It's fun but I don't enjoy it actually. Got scold by mum and no wishes from parents. OK !! FINE !! It's often for me. WHATEVER!! Thought that we will hang out till very late but no. First day of celebration until 10pm and second day until 12am. I dunno what to write again and I only can describe it with....

WORST!! I HATE IT!! I HATE MY 20'S BIRTHDAY !!!

But the wishes from my dear friends are appreciated !!! =)

LOVE you all !!

Friends know what you want and what's on your mind but sometimes they can't help for somethings.

Parents can give us what we want but dunno what we think about.

That's all !! Good Night <3

Birthday Coming !!

Still remember my 18's birthday, I received the presents from my friends. But today I got the CHOCOLATE muffin from them. Listen People !!! Is CHOCOLATE muffin. C-H-O-C-O-L-A-T-E !!! I ate some of them but I'm sorry friends, I still can't accept the CHOCOLATE. I appreciated what you all did and it's sweet. Ok!! I'm going to be 20 years old soon. Left 15 mins more. If you ask me how old are you, I will still answer you I'm 19. I don't want to be 20 years old !!!

Last year, HE bought me a phone as the present. This year.....Hmmm...I dunno. I have no idea with it. Eveytime, the present from HIM will be late and no birthday celebration with HIM this two years. When can we celebrate my birthday together ??? It's a GOOD question. =(

Another friends will celebrate my birthday with me tomorrow night. But..It's weird because they choose the place themselves and the time themselves. Seriously..I don't want to go the place that they have set it and also the time. I have to wait them to arrive KT then just celebrate it. I'm not trying to complaint about something but I wish it will not be worst.

Birthday mood ON !! Chinese New Year mood ON !! =)

我喜欢 =）

最近买了新的电脑，External Hard disk，还有音响。

觉得好开心哦！

因为我终于又属于自己的东西了。

最近因为要去面试，

而我又没带到我的衣服回来，

所以只好穿妈妈的衣服。

当我试穿她的衣服时，她说比较喜欢看我穿连身裙。

其实，我也很喜欢穿连身裙。

只不过每次穿了都觉得怪怪的，然后觉得变矮了，

所以就放弃了，不穿了。

我想穿出街看看，但是不敢。

天啊，我什么时候才可以过我自己那关，穿连身裙出街呢？

4.5.11

七早八早就做死样！

跟你讲话就摆出一副不屑的脸，

他妈的！

以前又不看你酱！

真的是法克人一个！

做男子做到你酱真的很失败，

比女人还唠叨，

比女人还计较，

比女人还麻烦！

一个短短车程就烦死了！！

一直讲讲讲，

讲不停！！

去死吧你！！

Arghhh !!!

为什么大家都是朋友但是待遇却不同？！

每次出去都没人陪，但是那个人酱要出去就有人陪。

不明白！！

不能忍了！！

本是同根生，待遇却不同

=(

=(

为什么？
为什么？
为什么你就不能和其他的人一样？
我不是故意要这样想，
我只是要弄清楚而已。
为什么我后来得到的不是安慰，
而是你一直在责怪自己和说一些我不喜欢的东西。
我不是不信你，
而是我曾经被伤害过，
也不想再被伤害，
才会酱的。
我还以为你能很体谅我的心情，
但你没有。
还是算了吧。
不管怎样，你还是一样。
但我还是要说对不起。
对不起。

8.12.2010

至从那天听到那问题后，
我就在想，
你是不是真心的要和我做朋友。

只从那天，
过后我见到你就不想看到你。
不知道是讨厌你，
想避开你还是怕了你，
我自己都不知道，
只是心里想的是不想看到你。

之前，你都很热情，
每天都会和我聊天。
但是，至从那天我问你有关那问题的时后，
我们就很少谈天，
对我也忽冷忽热的。
那时真的很怀疑你是真心的想和我做朋友，
还是你只是想找人家谈天来打发你的时间。
过后你也有找我谈天，
虽然很怀疑，但是也是回你了。

我希望你是真心想和我做朋友，
而不是想找人谈天来打发你的时间。

21.10.2010

今天没什么特别的事情发生，
我想不只是我很高兴，
而是IHTM'10的学生都很高兴吧！
大家都考完Food Practical Exam了！
希望大家都可以及格吧！

今天早上只上了大约两个小时的课就回家了！
其实不应该算是上课，
应该是Presentation！
有些人超搞笑，
有些人超闷，
而我却坐到屁股痛！

回到家就睡了三个小时 ，
起身，冲个凉，
就和朋友去吃晚餐在学院的餐厅！
这次我没喝到红酒！哈哈！

没有Service和Kitchen了，
我很想念Practical的时候！
=（

Boring ~

Today is the boring day.
Haiz.
Morning woke up at 12pm,
then started play game.
3pm eat MacD (delivery),
then continued to play the game.
9pm just have my dinner.
Now at my friend's house.
Tomorrow formal day again.
Sienz.

真倒霉 =(

今天真倒霉，
service的时候，
夹给顾客的蔬菜不均匀，
倒红酒时不小心滴到桌面，
最糟糕的是不小心倒翻咖啡，
差点就烫到顾客，
还好他闪得快，不然就惨了！
真是很抱歉！
今天真倒霉啊！！！

今天是同班同学生日，
在这祝她生日快乐咯！！
还有不要伤心，
旧的不去，新的不来嘛！！
对不对？？
哈哈 =）

还有还有！！
在这也要祝那些重考历史的朋友们,
加油加油！！
你们一定可以通过的！！
明天是德文的小考，
虽然是小考，但很重要！！
所以大家都要加油咯！！=）

我回来了！！

好久都没上来这了，
不知不觉的过了几个月，
而我也上了学院，
认识了很多人，
也看得清楚不同人的个性

在这里我也认识了不同个性的人，
吝啬的，
高傲的，
无聊的，
搞笑的，
每个人都很特别

上了学院，
认识了新朋友，
也发生了很多事，
有些的都没说话了，
有些的连看都不想看，
因为他们太讨人厌了

13.01.2010

dunno y..
you alway appear in my mind..
i cant stop thinking bout you..
till this few days..
i juz din think bout you..
don know y..
feel like want to care bout you..
mayb you are my friend..
so i need to take care of my friend..

[ miss you much ]

08.01.2010

juz now 5pm go beach wait frens one hour v the four funny guy....
the four funny guy really very funny...
although the small things they see or juz talk cock like that,they also can laugh till sok...XD
they really cute...i like them..haha..
funny guy...
today is the first time i meet three of them...
one of them i know long time ago...haha
first,they go mc.donald...
they eat ice cream like a small kids like that...
then,we go primula there,sit at the lobby there talk cock..
they alway talk cock..
they really cute and funny..
i like to hang out v them...haha..XD

after that,about 6pm...chee them finally reach the beach..
i saw pram,aw and gun at there also...
and chee,lin,joanne and also ivan....
we play the sand v ivan juz like a small kids...funny..haha
then willliam come...he wear the same colour shirt v ivan...juz like daddy n son...
bout 7pm,chee fetch me,lin n joanne go grammar there play badminton...

at grammar there very funny...
me n lin bully joanne..haha
she alway 'a!'..'a!'..'a!'...
she really funny...
she very strong...
can kill me n lin when play the badminton...
like both of us are the enemy like that...
very dangerous n scary...
then kok chien play v her...
he train her....
their training juz like training pet like that...very funny...alway laugh..haha
at 9pm..we walk to zie's there having dinner...
we keng kai here..

after finish,i go home...
when i walk to car there...i shock..haha
behind the driver sit there got 3 ppl which is the funny guy...
three of them 'small small' size de...
they sit behind like that sardin like that...cannot move...
then i sit in front lo...haha..
juz a short journey,they can laugh laugh laugh...
hang out v them,sure won feel moody..haha
they really funny n cute..haha..XD

haiz...
i feel that got ppl like wan to show off like that lo...
but i dunno is real or not la..
i juz feel that ppl wan to show off lo..
i hope that's not real...:(

at last,i wan to thx my frenz that go to the beach there..
i feel very happy...haha
n also wan to say 'nice to meet you all guys' to the three funny guys...
today really happy n have fun...
hope next time can like that again..haha
late dy...is time to go to bed...
good night ^^

05.01.2010

2010 dy...
it pass about 4 month dy..
why i still cannot put it down??
why you alway in my mind??
why i will think about you??
not understand...
and i feel very sorry to the person that i hurt...
what can i do??
who can tell me what can i do now??

15.12.2009

15th dacember was swadaya band dinner
'' Joy Of Musical Nite 2009 ''
very happy because of the performance from the members
top!!!
love it!!!
very very very much!!!

miss the time we practise together...
miss the time we play together...
miss the time we talk cock together...
miss the time we 38 together...
miss the time we fight for our dream together...

miss you all!!!
especially percussionist..
love you all!!!
xD

10.12.09

boring...boring...boring....
haiz...
nothing to do...
miss when school...
miss the school life...
-_-

17.11.09

now feel scare...
because how i read also cannot save in the brain...
tomorrow exam dy...
i still like relax only...
see all ppl read read read...
but i juz see see see...
dunno wat to do...
haiz...
and sick sick sick...
wan exam dy...
'they' juz come and find me...
haiz...
all ppl say...
'don't give stress'...
but who will not give stress for ourselves...
the answer is..no....
all ppl also stress...
so....
juz try my best....

for you all too...
try your best...
all the best...
^^

i did it!!!

yesterday at school i didn't sleep..
haha...
i did it....
joanne,yin lin,angel didn't go to school....
so i alone again....
feel boring...
but i didn't sleep...
i do revision...
play game...
walk here and there...
eat in class....
play v my frenz...
haha...
i do so many things...
but i didn't feel sleepy...
xD

what happen to me???

spm is coming soon...

left bout one month...

i'm getting crazy now...

all stress become my 'friend'...

i dunno how....

'they' make me moody and down...

while my friend talk cock and play with me,i do nothing...

i wan smile with them but stress control me....

yesterday when history tuition...

teacher discuss the subjective question...

when she say the answer then we write it...

that time..

i dunno how to spell the word that i knew...

but i dunno why i can't spell it....

i very panic...

i can't follow teacher although she read slowly....

i juz copy from my friend...

i dunno why all this thing will happen...

i didn't like this before....

this few week my friends ask me...

why you alway sleep...

when pass your class or want ask you something see you sleep...

they pass many time i also sleep...

i also dunno why...

juz say mayb feel tired...

in the class,i do some revision then i feel tired....

so that i alway sleep in the class....

when i want sleep,i tell myself cannot...

but i cannot concentrate....

so i sleep again....

i hate stress.....

i don like them....

what can i do now??

who can tell me??

at here...

i have to say sorry to all my friends....

sorry that when you all play with me,i do moody face....

sorry that when you all talk cock with me,i do nothing...

sorry that when you all saw me,i no respond.....

please forgive me....

17's b'day

tomorrow is fionna 17's birthday...

and my sister 12's birthday too...

wish you 2 Happy Birthday...xD

tomorrow they celebrate v fionna....

but i cant go...

coz my cousin's wedding...

have to help them...

later have to go hotel there acc cousin's wife...

i hope tomorrow can go join them celebrate fionna's birthday lo...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!