20's Birthday =)

Birthday have passed and I'm 20 years old now. Did I look like 20? NO! Forever 18 or 19 PLS!! My dearest friends have celebrated my birthday. CHOCOLATE muffin and the DONUTS as my birthday cake. It's fun but I don't enjoy it actually. Got scold by mum and no wishes from parents. OK !! FINE !! It's often for me. WHATEVER!! Thought that we will hang out till very late but no. First day of celebration until 10pm and second day until 12am. I dunno what to write again and I only can describe it with....

WORST!! I HATE IT!! I HATE MY 20'S BIRTHDAY !!!

But the wishes from my dear friends are appreciated !!! =)

LOVE you all !!

Friends know what you want and what's on your mind but sometimes they can't help for somethings.

Parents can give us what we want but dunno what we think about.

That's all !! Good Night <3

Birthday Coming !!

Still remember my 18's birthday, I received the presents from my friends. But today I got the CHOCOLATE muffin from them. Listen People !!! Is CHOCOLATE muffin. C-H-O-C-O-L-A-T-E !!! I ate some of them but I'm sorry friends, I still can't accept the CHOCOLATE. I appreciated what you all did and it's sweet. Ok!! I'm going to be 20 years old soon. Left 15 mins more. If you ask me how old are you, I will still answer you I'm 19. I don't want to be 20 years old !!!

Last year, HE bought me a phone as the present. This year.....Hmmm...I dunno. I have no idea with it. Eveytime, the present from HIM will be late and no birthday celebration with HIM this two years. When can we celebrate my birthday together ??? It's a GOOD question. =(

Another friends will celebrate my birthday with me tomorrow night. But..It's weird because they choose the place themselves and the time themselves. Seriously..I don't want to go the place that they have set it and also the time. I have to wait them to arrive KT then just celebrate it. I'm not trying to complaint about something but I wish it will not be worst.

Birthday mood ON !! Chinese New Year mood ON !! =)

我喜欢 =）

最近买了新的电脑，External Hard disk，还有音响。

觉得好开心哦！

因为我终于又属于自己的东西了。

最近因为要去面试，

而我又没带到我的衣服回来，

所以只好穿妈妈的衣服。

当我试穿她的衣服时，她说比较喜欢看我穿连身裙。

其实，我也很喜欢穿连身裙。

只不过每次穿了都觉得怪怪的，然后觉得变矮了，

所以就放弃了，不穿了。

我想穿出街看看，但是不敢。

天啊，我什么时候才可以过我自己那关，穿连身裙出街呢？

4.5.11

七早八早就做死样！

跟你讲话就摆出一副不屑的脸，

他妈的！

以前又不看你酱！

真的是法克人一个！

做男子做到你酱真的很失败，

比女人还唠叨，

比女人还计较，

比女人还麻烦！

一个短短车程就烦死了！！

一直讲讲讲，

讲不停！！

去死吧你！！

Arghhh !!!

为什么大家都是朋友但是待遇却不同？！

每次出去都没人陪，但是那个人酱要出去就有人陪。

不明白！！

不能忍了！！

本是同根生，待遇却不同

=(

=(

为什么？
为什么？
为什么你就不能和其他的人一样？
我不是故意要这样想，
我只是要弄清楚而已。
为什么我后来得到的不是安慰，
而是你一直在责怪自己和说一些我不喜欢的东西。
我不是不信你，
而是我曾经被伤害过，
也不想再被伤害，
才会酱的。
我还以为你能很体谅我的心情，
但你没有。
还是算了吧。
不管怎样，你还是一样。
但我还是要说对不起。
对不起。

8.12.2010

至从那天听到那问题后，
我就在想，
你是不是真心的要和我做朋友。

只从那天，
过后我见到你就不想看到你。
不知道是讨厌你，
想避开你还是怕了你，
我自己都不知道，
只是心里想的是不想看到你。

之前，你都很热情，
每天都会和我聊天。
但是，至从那天我问你有关那问题的时后，
我们就很少谈天，
对我也忽冷忽热的。
那时真的很怀疑你是真心的想和我做朋友，
还是你只是想找人家谈天来打发你的时间。
过后你也有找我谈天，
虽然很怀疑，但是也是回你了。

我希望你是真心想和我做朋友，
而不是想找人谈天来打发你的时间。