i did it!!!

yesterday at school i didn't sleep..
haha...
i did it....
joanne,yin lin,angel didn't go to school....
so i alone again....
feel boring...
but i didn't sleep...
i do revision...
play game...
walk here and there...
eat in class....
play v my frenz...
haha...
i do so many things...
but i didn't feel sleepy...
xD

what happen to me???

spm is coming soon...

left bout one month...

i'm getting crazy now...

all stress become my 'friend'...

i dunno how....

'they' make me moody and down...

while my friend talk cock and play with me,i do nothing...

i wan smile with them but stress control me....

yesterday when history tuition...

teacher discuss the subjective question...

when she say the answer then we write it...

that time..

i dunno how to spell the word that i knew...

but i dunno why i can't spell it....

i very panic...

i can't follow teacher although she read slowly....

i juz copy from my friend...

i dunno why all this thing will happen...

i didn't like this before....

this few week my friends ask me...

why you alway sleep...

when pass your class or want ask you something see you sleep...

they pass many time i also sleep...

i also dunno why...

juz say mayb feel tired...

in the class,i do some revision then i feel tired....

so that i alway sleep in the class....

when i want sleep,i tell myself cannot...

but i cannot concentrate....

so i sleep again....

i hate stress.....

i don like them....

what can i do now??

who can tell me??

at here...

i have to say sorry to all my friends....

sorry that when you all play with me,i do moody face....

sorry that when you all talk cock with me,i do nothing...

sorry that when you all saw me,i no respond.....

please forgive me....